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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Do you ever think when you're all alone All that we can be, where this thing can go? Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? 'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy ~ Omg i`m so into this song now .. Ok anyway , didnt post yesterday , was too tired to do so , its was a DAMN DAMN DAMN fustrated day , that kong say want my file and i told him to come at my last two free period , well guess what , he came but he eventually brought me down saying to the staff room in the end i just said one word `lame` he changed and say `go with me to the RTC now ` just wondering did his mum just passed away or what his mum fed him ? brain damaged kid , although his the teacher , but he just dont deserve our respect , slamed the damn TheLink door , and took me to RTC , in the mood i just copied whatever that was given to me by that kong from xin hui`s file { thanks xinhui anyway , but did somehow damaged alittle like crumpled , sorry } with a terribled handwriting , facing that kong for one second make me feel like tightening my clutch and fuck his face with it . a big big cannot pronounce english cookie monster-like creature . teacher attitude really do change his teaching life in the school -- then after his fuckup attitude , he talk some rubbish which exited from my right eye and i went up , pick my bag , went down and balled , then bused home with lex , at home sleep , wake , play then sleep . Today ah , nothing much actually , woke at 11.55 plus i think , ate my breakfast including my lunch and then surf the net , after that 4.45 went down for class , slacked sleep , 7 pm went to court after class play , was losing like hell , but they were SUPERB , SO SUPERB , passes was flawless , phillipin { not sure how do i spell it } streetballers i think , was fun playing with them , gain experience , their teamwork is flawless . back home at 7.45 , now i`m here . nothing much more . Bye , Fun Day Only On 29 / 08 / 09 , darnerl. Thursday, August 27, 2009
thursday , didnt had much of what they call it cheerful thursday , schooling sucks when its time to wake up , got ready went to school , late as always since its my forte and the best i can do , first two period chinese with a new relief which somesort acted { i not stupid 1 } as they say or something i didnt know and didnt want to care much either . eye was hurting all day long , after chinese it`s geo i think which they have some sort of geo challenge , three winner prizes will be 1 sweet each , so does this mean its hurray time ? .. i didnt know why but this few days feeling really fatigued . i promised not to napp on my huggeee table at first and will listen to lesson even though how boring the teacher can be , but i`m really tired . i dont know why , my eyes are closing . maybe it`ll be better tomorrow or someday , it`ll just pass . recess went to camping places libary or backstage of hall or the entrance to the top level of hall . sit down did nothing . after that lit , miracle do happen sometime , cher didnt came for two days continously which was not her style of teaching , english too , so it means two period free for us , sat down play MHU { Monster Hunter Unite } on PSP , chop chop chop , whack whack whack , was fun . after that was music , intended to play some info at class but speaker aint working , went to ele-music lab or something , for 5minutes map was raid by this fuckup band teacher , climb down to first floor and up to fourth back to class , slacked . maths was time to work , file organising , but i slept again , i seriously need to consult a doctor , maybe there this sleepy cell in me which is spreading . but i`ll overcome it i swear . this cant go on if i want to pass my EOY and CLASS TEST 4 { heard there is } and show it to that kong-golala and mrseck . after school went to milk cafe , makan , went to 404 , called weeann , went back to school take ball from him , kana his attitude , fuckup and totally screw him back , went to 404 play , and again this time its worst , i realised it doesnt pay to be quiet , she just want to get attention or something and just suddenly will irritate you with her screwup attitude , on the verge on seriously giving her some slaps . view on her changed within 2 days . bused home at 7.15pm and do my stuff , lol . im super tired now { SERIOUSLY i need to get rid of the sleepy cell if i have one in me , comeon i still need to pass and need to be attentive } going to bed , SUPER LONG post today . need to unstress thats all , since bball doesnt work today . Screwed , destroyed and irritating day , { it just doesnt pay to be quiet and kind to people } darnerl. Tuesday, August 25, 2009
lol , post for today .. before going to bed . today ah , nothing much happen , a miracle happened , i passed my h`econ . thats so unbeliveable . i didnt understand and regonise one single question in that paper i remembered , lol . after that art , drew 4 pages of comic , still to be continued next tuesday , including , maogaroo , teletubby , mr teo , mrs fong , the two security guard at our school , mr seck , ms lee , mr kong , chuan poh , orh jiao , elepunnelt , a can of liang teh or whatever is it called and pau . lol . nothing much today , after school went to kfc , lunched , went to court , play . train home , went for the damn tuition thing , wasnt paying much attention as they dont pay me to be attentive . went home at 10.25 plus after dinner out . quite a fruitful day after all . saw that she`s kind of upset over something , asked , result and tiredness bah . anyway its people problem , what fears me now is MY RESULT everytime i stroll to school . haha weird uh , energy not much left . Bye , a phrase learnt today , `once you give up you lost , once you kneel to failure or failing you`re consider dead` Hope everything stays well & cheerful , darnerl. Monday, August 24, 2009
didnt post yesterday huh , went down at 11.25 for this sort of maths extra class tuition thing , till 1 , went with ks go our normal playground and do some trainout for balling , then went back home at 2.15 , msg-ed weishi and rachel they say want come so we went down again at 3 plus and back at 7 , quite a boring day but its more fuckup with this attitude problem kid , LOL . ok no point talking bout that screwup 14 year old boy . thats for yesterday . today ah , went to school early in the morning , at hall , going to fall asleep , next talk to that idiot pal bout our little plan of fishing trip this week , then went to bed on my hugeee table , next will be maths lesson , learnt bout similarities , shapes and sizes , or something but i understand it well , bout 80% , 20% ask jun can le , or seckmengmeng , :D infact started to think he`s a really really great teacher :D hahahahahahahahahhahahahaa , mother tounge got some lost notes from chen xin after class and now i`m right here doing it , how fantastic i`m ? , then then then , went to sp , wait for maokang and teriyaki at KFC , saw jiahui , yuxuan and mabel , well , thoughts and view on jiahui changed , NO OTHER MEANING but just find that she`s just playing around , so ya , she isnt as irritating as last time huh . went to play ball at sp for awhile , then train home . tomorrow will be better still , i hope so ? . Happy as always , darnerl. Sunday, August 23, 2009
0101 now couldnt sleep , thought i`ll post my last post before i go to bed . flipping flopping on the bed alot of thinkings swimming left and right around my mind . just dont know why . raining now , weathers bad this few days . tomorrow have this weird extra tuition thing which i think ima change it to a unweird workout for my bball , havent been touching it for awhile . lightning and thunders shine and bomb continously . affects everything . really hope can empty my head totally and go to bed , like a removable brian or something , take it out , leave it there dont think nothing . fine and last , ima try go to bed now , its pratically useless to just wait to sleep , you need to force yourself to sleep then . bye people Bad night , darnerl. Saturday, August 22, 2009
blog revived . since i`ve decided to uninstall all my games for the sake of my EOY and to sucessfully pass all my sub . realised my own life is beyond what i can expect . the fact is i`ve still got some best 2e2-ians/friends helping me to adjust back to the active darnerl . appreciated(: well lets see , didnt post for A LONG LONG TIME , so now got to know a new sports call fishing , ok i know and realise its for uncle . but care who , my main motive is just to sit down in a peaceful place , have a bottle or two cola with me , have a packet or two chips with me and chit chat with friends while waiting for fish to be stupid enough to bite the point . FISHING PARTNER : Jomin { although havent got the chance meetup } Pal { standard kaki , this idiot is full of crap & jokes in him } Peanut/Shafiq { recent kaki } all this while not posting , days are all along with mood swings. sometime you might see me at chinese lesson laugh or whatever lesson being so crazy all along , but awhile more you might see me with a superb grumpy or nothing bothers face. thats what my friend told me. i really dont know whats happening , might be the bad 3p 5f result i`ve got for my ct which is fearing me , or maybe is another reason. but whatever it is , i`ll change which i said to my friend at the start of s1 and i did as he feedback to me and now i`ll change to a less-laziness and attentive guy. ok will post one more later after my 4.30 meetout tuition(: Good day , darnerl. |
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