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Sunday, February 28, 2010
sometimes while you think everything is going smoothly and you`re living every day well , this feelings you get call love haunts you suddenly , its simple , there wont be another route to take anymore , its either you continue to persevere for the reason why you got the feeling , and let the someone know in the end and win it all , or you choose give up half way and lose everything including the someone you had that feeling on , and so , lose it all . bye, .. darnerl. ps , sorry to those trouble i caused ytd , maybe i drank abit too overboard and became drunk unknowingly , im just sorry , ill try to be back to normal , if i can . Thursday, February 25, 2010
seriously , it really seems like every single thing is against me now , maybe ending all this myself will be a better choice . bye, fuxk off please. darnerl. ive finally reach my limits , please dont piss me off. i swear , it wont be the normal me you see in the past , anymore. Wednesday, February 24, 2010
i found a song , which really seriously can describe all im feeling nowwww , since pal wantna know , ill post it thennn ... oh yah , today ? idk bahh , i told that noob jiayan ill buckup le , lol. nothing to post , no mood to post , ill just post the lyrics bahh . I love the way it feels when you touch my hand Don't wanna let you go I love the way you say that I am your man Don't understand why we can't go on and go on Don't understand why You don't belong in my arms Ohh And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can't spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You're still not missing me It's funny how my heart just won't let it go I just don't understand It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow The memories of you here with me by my side I can't deny that you are the love of my life Ohh And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can't spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You're still not missing me And I still cry for you And I would die for you I can't believe all the words I heard you say And I still long for you And I was strong for you I can't believe that you'd throw it all away I still cry for you I would die for you I can't believe all the words I heard you say I still long for you I was strong for you I can't believe that you'd throw it all away And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight Would you come back to me And even if I walked on the water Would you come out to sea Now I can't spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You're still not missing me I still cry for you I would die for you I can't believe all the words I heard you say I still long for you I was strong for you I can't believe that you'd throw it all away Now I can't spend my life standing by Cause even when I miss you You're still not missing me Tuesday, February 23, 2010
this is just SUPPERRRR STUPID -.- went to arcade today , to fuxk out all my problems , didnt quite worked , trained to sp , met weikang , walked to kin house , shannon and kin followed , when i was seriously just thinking , what if i saw her later , what should be my first reaction ? i guess ill just walk away , in the end , wdf ? my phone buzzed -.- she sawed me -.- , nehhmind skip bahhhh , walked to sp , arcade , then bball with yuxuan , kin , shannon and plenty phillip people -.- i didnt played normal , instead i just went bashing , and if this is a real competition , ill have foul out of court le , chiong straighthead with them , elbow , slammed all i could , fustrate out everything , and now i am here , blogging. this is just damn superrr stupid , i wants to give up , i wants to forget , i didnt thought that this will be so serious to me at first when the `iam sorry` eventually comes , but now , it really does -.- KAOPEIII LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , like maybe what pal , yuxuan they all says `she wont give a shit , its her lost not yours , continue on lahh` , but somehow , im just still that stupid , happy mahzxc darnerl , you`re being a complete fool now -.- ima blog everything out to see if i can just let some thoughts out and go to bed , but it dont seem to be working . !#!@#dsfGAKDJHFASKHFDKJASHCXVNBKJB23!@3KJHSFKGJHADKFHASDF ! i dont know till now , why everytime ill unknowingly walk to the same route we used to take to reach my house , why ill walked to places we went before even if its just a few days time whenever i passes the places or waiting for someone else. bye, does she mean what she texted me ? darnerl. aaron { personally } : yah if you`re viewing , thanks for taking out some time in the future to yah , what ive told you , and for the favour bahh. best wishes and last long bahh with H bahh k thats all . meishi : lol. Alicia : lol , i lazy to relink , i tmr relink bahh .. k . Monday, February 22, 2010
为什么正当我真心喜欢上一个傻傻的她时,她又要把我恨恨的推倒。我真的不知道我现在应该做什么了。我现在只希望看见你多一次的笑,我就满足了。 i walk and walk around to places we`ve been before although just in a short few days , memories flashes , and suddenly , im awake , and realised i walked to the places unknowingly .. the path back home , is just that rough to walk , the bed back home , is filled with all that past few days , the mind back in me , is all about you. bye , ... i just hope he keep his promise to take out some of his time to give you the happiness. darnerl. .... im broken down. Monday, February 15, 2010
28 days left, its 2:27am now , im sleepy but doesnt want to sleep. i dont know why either , i just keep turning to my msn to check who is online. nehhmind , ima go to bed now bahh. sleeping is when you stop thinking right , tmr noone knows , lets just see bahh . bye, maybe ive choosen to continue to daze into the sky , waiting . darnerl. i really dont know whether to talk or to forget , but im sure ill fail in forgeting , as you`re the only one . i miss you , but i cant tell you , i love you , but i cant love you , i saw you , but i cant approach you .. Sunday, February 14, 2010
29 days left , went out for cny , went to my uncles place and to my dad`s mum place to eat. back , she left me a offline message , im confused , whether am i going to speak to her now , or continue trying to forget her as what she wants me to do and not talk to her for the next 29days , sometimes , isnt it weird , when you want a person to forget bout you just because you doesnt want to see the person in pain , does this mean care but not telling him or does this mean she really doesnt care what i hope for ? anyway , ima this blog is sooner or later private. bye, 29days left. darnerl. valentines day and why is this empty feeling inside me ? the wish that i had long ago bout making this a more special valentines day , i guess isnt happening anymore .. Saturday, February 13, 2010
30days to go through everything , 30days to look back when i first met her , she hopes that i forget her , hahs .. i tried that for millions , thousands of time , and i failed everytime i tried. its not that easy to forget someone who you fell for unknowingly. and it goes the same for this time. bye, 14thFeb is near , will i fail to do what im suppose to and talk to her again ? darnerl. 30days is for me to forget , but somehow , at the start of the 30days , ive alr know , that duration is not for me to forget , its for me to see how far i can go , as im sure , at the end , she`ll still stay the perfect girl in my eyes. Friday, February 12, 2010
I GOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF QUESTION MARKS IN MY MIND NOW .. bye, somehow , although its just 1week , but i just have a weird missing feeling in me. darnerl. 1,2,3,4 i count and count , 1week will be over then. i ! sort ! of ! really ! miss ! yoouuuuu ! -.- wdf ? Sunday, February 7, 2010
我又在一次输给爱情了。 bye, 或许就能这样的喜欢你吧。 darnerl. .... got nothing much to say , i went out to pool. ate , back here.bye. bye, dont have the mood. darnerl. friends told me she doesnt seems to care so why do i bother, i tell myself i just wants to continue caring , but if she really wants me to ignore her , i cant but if thats really what she wants , then i got nothing to say. she told me she cant complete my life , i really hope its not the truth. but if thats really the truth , i really got nothing to say but just continue to care for her at a side not letting her know. Thursday, February 4, 2010
today was the most moodless day ever ive had bahh. i just realised when someone says something which meant important to you , you`ll get really angry , with a clenched fist. k no more saying further or all will be leaked. wandered around after school and stayed to watch table tennis match for no reason-.- with bryanCX , oj they all bahh. k , bye-.- really moody now. bye, !@#!@#!@#!@#, darnerl. why is it that when she`s troubled with stuffs or moodless , i cant concentrate on doing something and whatever is in my mind is just a how to cheer her up ? Wednesday, February 3, 2010
double post , LOL , going sleep in a short while soon. superrrr tired le. anyw , sorry to all who have been asking me to smile but i cant de , now for some reason ill be cheerful again le bahh(: bye. bye, ... darnerl. 正当你觉得爱情对你来说已经变成一个随时都能得到的玩具时,在你生命里出现了一个改变一切,在你心目中没人比她还完美的傻傻的女孩时,你就会知道真正喜欢一个对你来说很重要的人的感觉是怎么样的了. Hi , Bye-.- bye, i really cant smile today. darnerl. i really dont know how she thinks. maybe im just nothing maybe i am not , AI DONT KNOW -.- Monday, February 1, 2010
realised didnt post yesterday , so ill post today .. just giving a post to entertain my readers. Hi , bye , hows your day , mine was bad , sick , fuxkup , really moody now , okay , bye. bye, it really seems like the whole world is against me now. darnerl. i just felt that im failing towards eevrything , i helped noob yx got back his happiness , but for me , i dont even know what i should do next , im just right here waiting , if waiting really could let her know one day that im right here whenever she needs me , ill wait till the end. |
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